- 10 yr old me: omg i can't wait to be a teenager i'll go out to parties with my friends and wear cool clothes and skip school and drink and play music really loud and get grounded and sneak out and stay up late and go to concerts and have an amazing social life omg i can't wait
- current me: spills cereal on self
I would like to show any new Marina fans (not going to say Diamonds because well I just won’t) this is a very rare moment in which you see Marina on the verge of breaking down in tears, watch her at the beginning, she has to look down and get herself together before performing. The way she looks back up at the crowd, dropping her hair back down in deep thought. I had to stop the video at around the 4:15 mark where you see her holding back tears - LOOK AT HER EYES, they’re going a slight red in colour and you can see there are tears blocking her vision. The entire performance she’s trying her best to hold herself together.
Everytime I watch this performance I have to switch off any sound around me, or anything that will distract me.
The top comment from Rhi Keim had me sniffing back tears, THAT is what Marina did. MARINA SAVED THAT GIRLS LIFE IN JUST A MATTER OF MINUTES. I can’t.. this is what Diamonds are about, we used to be so together and such a tight knit group, we all shared one thing - we’d all be saved or helped by Marina. That’s not the case anymore, it’s upsetting to me and It really hurts that we’ve lost it all. I know people who left the Diamond fandom because there were newbies bashing them for relying on Rini to help them forget their worries and feel excepted and that’s disgusting. I don’t want anything to do with new fans, Marina has to have meaning in your life - if not then don’t talk to me.
